Well, after several months of waiting, the day has finally arrived.
This afternoon I will walk the flourescent lit corridors of the Queens Medical Centre, attend upon the maxillofacial surgeon and say goodbye to my left bottom wisdom tooth. Hopefully a very quick, pain free, goodbye.
It’s been a two year journey of denial to this point, of various bouts of antibiotics and pain that I have shrugged off with an ‘anything is better than going in to hospital to have it removed’.
Because, dear reader, I am a complete and utter chicken.
I am scared of hospitals, scared of needles, scared of maxillofacial surgeons (even though I hadn’t even heard of them until my appointment two months ago), scared of pain, scared of being so scared that I turn into a wreck and have to be escorted from the building jibbering.
So scared that even now, typing this some six hours ahead of my surgery, my hands are shaking (just a little tiny bit).
And yet……..
There is a silver lining, because knowing that I was going to be next to useless today, I decided not to put my colleagues through the misery of having to hear me whimper all morning and have taken the morning off.
Reader is there anything more luxurious than a lie in with the husband on a Thursday morning, a cooked breakfast, an almond milk latte and tapping out a blog post whilst still in pyjamas?
This is my kind of Thursday morning. I’ll worry about the afternoon later.
Yes, definitely enjoy this now.. The afternoon will be about swelling, stitches, and soup.
Thanks Katie! I have my sofa, blanket and soup all ready for my return ….
It takes a Valium 30 minutes before a dentist appointment and someone to drive and drag me in…and that’s for a cleaning! Phobic is the word 😃 So proud of you! I still have all four of mine!
Thanks you – I would like to say that I managed it drug free but I had to take some propanolol to get me through the door – needs must! It really genuinely wasn’t as bad as I was expecting and the surgical team were soooo lovely to me. Really enjoy catching up on your blog, hope its all going well.